17.5 Month and Maternity Pics(32 ish weeks) ***WARNING***

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there are some photographs that you might not want to see
in this post.  If you disagree with partial nudity then please
refrain from reading this post and looking at the pics.

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No, but seriously, you are about to see some partially nude pics of G and I so really, be sure to make sure you are up for that.



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I really thought long and hard about whether to post these pics but they are some of my favorite ever and I think they are so very beautiful.  It seems weird that I would never dream of posting partially nude pics of myself when I am NOT pregnant, but these pics, well, they are the most innocent I can think of.  Mama and babies.  Bodies from the bodies that made them.  It is too amazing for words and I just am in awe all the time of bodies, my body especially.  The way it has grown, changed, created, and felt. Doug did an amazing job with these photos.  I am really demanding and hard to photograph.  NO ONE wants to photograph the photographer!  He stuck it out and the result I am so very happy with!

These are my two babies.  TWO!  I cannot believe I am about to be a mother of 2 and also a mother of a little baby girl.  I think I am feeling everything you are supposed to: excitement, fear, overwhelming curiosity and much more.  I also feel so much guilt.  I cannot bear the though that Grayson will not have my full attention any longer, that he may feel feelings that I cannot shield him from, that he may feel left out or replaced.  These are the thoughts that keep me awake at night, spinning, over and over.  My heart must have to break in order to make room for this little girl because that is what it seems is happening.