Today it is snowing and life has been a bit hectic.
I had to cover my flowers and herbs and bring the tomatoes
in. Finding a few locations for a photo shoot, and a few meetings
for neighborhood and city issues.
OH and Doug is back from a LONG business trip to Tokyo--7 days is too
MANY!
Today I am cooking dinner(a rarity here is our world) and I am trying to talk Doug
into going to see this movie
Monday, May 24, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Ready to be public again---
So...I disappeared for awhile. It happens :) Since January I have been working on the movie 127 Hours starring James Franco
I learned a lot, worked A LOT(my sister actually said she talked to me more when I was abroad) and met some amazing people.
I did have to quit 3 weeks earlier than planned because I was pregnant--operative word: WAS. This was our second try--the first was in Nov, we found out while we were in Japan. It miscarried at 10 wks, this one at 12. I have put off telling everyone because I feel such a mix of things. All at once I feel ashamed, devastated, discouraged and cheated. Trying again seems so scary( i am sick ALL DAY LONG) and sometimes I wonder how it is that people actually have healthy babies(and in our state MULTIPLE) Let's just say that meeting and working with the amazing Danny Boyle pales in comparison in my memory to the day that the dr told us, again, that there is no heartbeat. Don't worry, this blog won't turn into a pity party YET, but seriously, I never thought that one little thing could have such an effect on my psyche, my work and my outlook on life.
I am back to my old self finally and ready to again return to the land of the living but changed in ways I never thought possible.
I learned a lot, worked A LOT(my sister actually said she talked to me more when I was abroad) and met some amazing people.
I did have to quit 3 weeks earlier than planned because I was pregnant--operative word: WAS. This was our second try--the first was in Nov, we found out while we were in Japan. It miscarried at 10 wks, this one at 12. I have put off telling everyone because I feel such a mix of things. All at once I feel ashamed, devastated, discouraged and cheated. Trying again seems so scary( i am sick ALL DAY LONG) and sometimes I wonder how it is that people actually have healthy babies(and in our state MULTIPLE) Let's just say that meeting and working with the amazing Danny Boyle pales in comparison in my memory to the day that the dr told us, again, that there is no heartbeat. Don't worry, this blog won't turn into a pity party YET, but seriously, I never thought that one little thing could have such an effect on my psyche, my work and my outlook on life.
I am back to my old self finally and ready to again return to the land of the living but changed in ways I never thought possible.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
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